5:58 PM
i cannot believe i have nothing prepared for tonight's house church. i prayed, i searched, and i have absolutely no sense of what God wants to do tonight. i am completely worthless as a house church leader. the group would be far better off without me leading - heck, i'm not even sure i'm leading anyway. maybe we should just talk about finding someone more qualified to lead the group before i drive this group into the ground.
8:15 PM
ok, so i'm still completely worthless as a house church leader. but i guess God didn't "give" me anything to share because He needed the time to do what He wanted to do. and to think it all started with a simple logistical question about VDay, trying to get a sense on if people made plans for the mother of all hallmark holidays. and now we're taking that theme of love and running with it in a very hands-on kind of way.
i know God doesn't call me to be inept. but i sure am glad He's able to use my ineptness to do what He wants.
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Love runs through you, Thurman. It stirs and guides you. It seeps from your heart into the hearts of others.
ReplyDeleteI wish more leaders were like you, asking questions and listening, participating in their own groups rather than just steering them.