lunch/plan bell. planning's done. grading waits until later. so instead of mindlessly wandering the internets looking for news of a new show starring demetri martin, i figured i'd jot a few of my thoughts down. you know, those burning issues that have been struggling their way from the depths of my soul to be shared with a public waiting to devour them.
or something like that.
it's my favorite month and the weather is making me all nostalgic - sights, smells, days all have significance. like today. birthday for a girl i dated my first year of college - cindy rogers. why do i remember these things and yet cannot remember the name of lori's child (it's ryan, btw - ryan roth. he's destined to play shortstop for someone)? obviously memories are tied into personal experiences. but what is it about this month that sparks so many memories? does more happen in this month or am i more aware of what does happen? or do i look for more because it's my favorite month and am looking for reasons to back up what i feel?
i have no answers. maybe i'll find them by taking a walk in the woods. at the very least, i'll make some more memories.
i think i need to stop watching tv news programs - even the funny ones. i find myself growing increasingly frustrated with our current political situation. when i hear of politicians putting off dealing with the war until the re-election cycle begins next year, i wonder if we wouldn't be better off scrapping the whole government and starting over. i'm growing to hate both parties and can think of no one i would vote for to lead our country. all the candidates make me want to hide and i feel that i'm going to be stuck once again voting, not for the best candidate, but for the lesser of two evils. and i'm losing hope that the situation will ever change. almost makes me wish i believed the framers of the constitution meant "the right to bear arms" means the right to own assault rifles, so i could take up arms against a government that is less inclined to look at what is best for the country and more inclined on how it will affect the money overflowing into their coffers.
bleah. makes me want to vomit.
something happy...house made me laugh again last night. i'm enjoying his search for a new team. will be interesting to see how long they drag this on. i have moments where i wish i could be as acerbic as he is. but i tend to like people too much to be that rude. maybe something to aspire to.
bell's going to ring. time to see what my students know about the anglo-saxons. should take about 37 seconds....
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tunes: the pogues - thousands are sailing
WARNING!
Reading this blog has made people want to kill themselves, so if you are easily depressed, perhaps you should find something more uplifting to do, like watch a Holocaust documentary or read a Cormac McCarthy novel.