perpetratin' a little stimulation

glorious "geekend" in wild and wonderful weirvegas. definitely worth the trip. friday was spent waiting for steve to finally arrive, eventually resulting in playing a kim possible video game and for some unexplicable reason, us toasting jeremy (jerry!) with harvey wallbangers (which turned out to be completely appropriate, though we didn't know it at the time. from wikipedia: "The Annual Howie Wallbanger is party held at Hal's Bar and Grill in Venice, California on the Friday before Memorial Day that celebrates the Harvey Wallbanger cocktail." spoooooky). then saturday, after a morning of trading mp3s, we traveled up to pittsburgh, where i engaged in some economic stimulation. my tools of choice:

bubba ho tep dvd
reefer madness: the musical dvd
the muppet show season 2 dvd
the muppet show season 3 dvd

following the stimulation, we headed to primanti brothers to watch the pens/wings game. good time, even though the pens lost. kind of torn since i like both teams - actually would be happy to see either one win (though right now it looks like it will be detroit in a walk...er...skate).

then sunday, i headed over to bloomingdale ohio for paul and shannon's post-nuptial hootenanny. was running late and then got pulled over on the way there (for not having a properly displayed front liscense plate) and then missed the turn not once, not twice, but three times. but i eventually made it. was nervous it would be awkward since i didn't really know anyone but shannon and paul (though i'd met her sisters before), but it was a good time. glad i got to go. at one point, while shannon and paul were visiting everyone, i stepped outside to enjoy the spectacular day. something about the rolling hills of ohio that make me wistful - can my family memory go that deep? anyway, i got to thinking about how i've been feeling hope slip away lately, how the possibility of me celebrating my own post-nuptial hootenanny grows fainter and fainter. standing there, warmed by the late-may sun, i realized it wasn't hope that was slipping away; rather, it was the need to get married for my life to be complete. am i becoming (gasp!) content? perhaps. and i'm not sure if it's a good thing or a bad thing. good because obviously i won't be quite so whiny anymore (at least about this). bad because i no longer feel the impetus to find someone, to be searching. i don't know. will have to give it more thought, which i'll have plenty of time to do come next week...

today was fairly lazy. had grand plans to go on a long bike ride. turned into a fairly short jaunt up to jalepenos (where i ran into my friend kristin and her husband) and half price books (where i continued my stimulation by purchasing buechner's telling the truth and klosterman's killing yourself to live). with gas prices pushing $4.00, i'd like to get in the habit of not driving if i don't have to, trying to stay local as much as possible. did that for the most part today, other than an ironic trip to fill my tank ($45.00!). other than that, my day was spent (wasted?) doing very little. which was nice. of course, it makes it quite difficult to get excited about going to class for the rest of the week. but the end is here. and there was much rejoicing.

time for bed.
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